i tell myself that everything going to be ok
that there is no reason for alll this pain the time it took to change,the time it took to see all those mistake.
the life i had,icant have back. the choices i made
affected me in all those ways.the mistake i made
i have not been forgotten. the tear i shed,the sounds i mean
the feelings that left me feeling in a different way yet
i cant see why these tears i feel so unreal
im not the same,my wrods are unsaid
what i hide is buried deep inside. to know,to love,to breath.
it hurt,s to know that i;ll never be the gril i used to be.
the one that would always bright,the one that you knew would be strong. this feeling is real,the truth is sealed.
i cry in the dark, cuz i knowi cut too deep. the blood is like the rain,
everyway it drifts away the heart of mine is dieing out but i wish i had more time to think instead of runing away from my life to the past now i wish i had done that but now my heart is blacke my soul is brown and my life is gone now i wonder if ill be a mortal if you only knew what ive been throught or maybe you could take a walk in my shoes.im not fake, im not a doll i just dont think im the same in anyway. so where did my soul go?why did i ever let it runaway? what happen to that girl?
the one tha could make you laught the one that would always take you out?
what happen to that girl? cuz im lost without her? im no longer me,the mistake changed me but did they changed her? if only i would know
by karen figueroa
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